Tuesday, March 15, 2022

We’ve seen monsters before’ How Kansas sophomore Jalen Wilson found his game again after DUI arrest, confidence issues

Kansas forward Jalen Wilson (10) claps his hands after a turnover by West Virginia during the first half on Thursday, March 10, 2022 at T-Mobile Center in Kansas City.

Kansas forward Jalen Wilson (10) claps his hands after a turnover by West Virginia during the first half on Thursday, March 10, 2022 at T-Mobile Center in Kansas City.


Throughout his basketball career, Kansas sophomore Jalen Wilson has prided himself on the ability to overcome adversity.

Injuries, limited playing time and other obstacles, all dating back to seventh grade, have followed him wherever he’s been.

But the tough times he faced last fall, at the start of what turned out to be his first Big 12 championship season as a contributor, challenged him in ways he never had felt and pushed him to a place he never imagined going.

What began as a disaster on Oct. 31, 2021, with a DUI arrest on the Sunday morning before the season’s first game, turned into a success story. And Wilson and his family will tell you that every bit of it was earned.

“I’m usually really tough on myself, but I am proud that I made it through it,” Wilson told the Journal-World during a recent sit-down interview. “When we won the Big 12, I was just looking around the Fieldhouse and kept thinking, ‘Man, I really overcame that.’ I was just so overwhelmed with joy after that game, just seeing how happy everyone was and knowing I was a part of that.”

Back to the beginning

Before we move to the success portion of Wilson’s story, we first must go back to the beginning — to the night in late October when one bad decision instantly changed the outlook of his third season with the Jayhawks.

“I just think the mindset was, ‘Oh, I’ll make it home. I’ll get home safe,’” said Wilson of his thought process before getting behind the wheel that night.


Kansas forward Jalen Wilson (10) throws a pass to the wing against West Virginia during the second half on Saturday, Jan. 15, 2022 at Allen Fieldhouse.

He was safe. But not unscathed.

As soon as he saw the lights and heard the sirens, Wilson’s mind immediately flashed forward to KU’s upcoming season opener against Michigan State in New York City. The 2021 NBA draft prospect who decided to return to school for his redshirt sophomore season knew then that he would not be playing in that game and on one of college basketball’s biggest stages.

“I was looking forward to that game for so long,” Wilson said. “And I was just devastated. Then it became, ‘Man, when is the next game I’m even going to play again?’ That was a lot to handle.”

Things only got heavier from there.

Wilson’s DUI arrest came four days before his 21st birthday and just two days before Las Vegas Raiders wide receiver Henry Ruggs was arrested for driving under the influence after slamming his car into another vehicle at 156 miles per hour, killing one person and ending the receiver’s multi-million-dollar career.

Wilson’s cousin, Terrale Johnson, saw news reports of Ruggs’ incident and immediately thought of Wilson. But he decided it was too soon to send his cousin the story. It wasn’t. Within an hour, Wilson sent a link to the story to Johnson with the words, ‘Yo, cuz’ attached to the text message.

“That was a big moment for him,” Johnson told the Journal-World. “It was like, ‘Look how bad it could’ve been.’ From there, I think he really understood that he had to take the negative and make it a positive. I think all of this woke him up.”

It also embarrassed him.

Earlier this year, Wilson received a diversion in his DUI case, which required him to enroll in a DUI victim impact panel through Mothers Against Drunk Driving. While the stories he heard as a part of that panel made him feel “so low,” still months after his arrest, Wilson said the education he received actually helped.

“I was just really disappointed in myself that I let it happen,” he said. “I just felt so embarrassed that I even got myself in that situation. Especially something so dangerous. So, I had to take a couple seconds to just breathe and accept that it happened, embrace it and learn from it.”

Getting through the early part

The first sign that something was wrong came in the form of a FaceTime call that showed Wilson sitting in the dark.

That was enough to tell Johnson that he needed to do something to help his cousin.

Without hesitating, the former Kansas State football player hopped in his car and made the 90-mile drive from Manhattan to Lawrence to check on Wilson.

As Johnson drove down I-70, Wilson sent him a series of texts that read, ‘Where you at?’

“That’s how I knew how stressed he was,” Johnson told the Journal-World.

By the time Johnson arrived at KU’s McCarthy Hall that day, Wilson had no interest in coming outside. He told Johnson he was sick — as much in his mind as in his stomach — and didn’t have it in him to hang.

So Johnson left and came back the very next day.

Upon his return to Lawrence, Johnson found Wilson in a slightly better head space and the two grabbed wings from Jefferson’s and talked for a while.

These I’ve-got-your-back moments have been a huge part of Johnson and Wilson’s relationship. And Johnson sensed that this one meant a little more than any of the others.

The two cousins even have a saying for it, reminding each other, “We’ve seen monsters before,” any time things have gone off the rails.

“He straight up told me there were times when he was on the bench thinking, ‘Am I going to have to transfer? What school will want me,’” Johnson said of the doubt and disappointment Wilson dealt with earlier this season. “And it was always, ‘No. We’ve seen monsters before. I can’t leave. I have to keep fighting.’ He said once his mind shifted, it made everything 10 times easier.”

Long before Wilson learned what his team punishment would be, the KU sophomore stood in front of his teammates and apologized.

“I just felt like I let them down,” he said. “And I wanted to make it clear that they should learn from me. I want everyone to learn from me. People can say it doesn’t happen, but I promise you it happens. And it doesn’t have to.”

Raised to handle this

Wilson stayed with his team in Lawrence throughout the days that followed his arrest. He wanted to attack the aftermath head on and was determined to handle it himself rather than leaning on his mom, Lisa, and dad, Derale, to do it for him.

“I wanted to be as visible as possible,” Wilson said. “I didn’t want to get in trouble and then try to hide.”

Although the tone was much more serious, Lisa said the whole thing reminded her of the lesson her son learned in seventh grade, in Orlando, where he found himself riding the bench for his DI Premier AAU team and wanted to quit.

“No, no, no,” she remembered telling him then. “You’re going to figure out why you’re on the bench and figure out how to get off of it.”


Kansas forward Jalen Wilson (10) roars after an and-one bucket against Kansas State during the second half on Saturday, Jan. 22, 2022 at Bramlage Coliseum.

While an upcoming stint on the KU bench was suddenly in his future, Wilson’s focus in those first few days was on more important things than basketball.

“That morning was tough,” Lisa told the Journal-World of the hours after her son’s arrest. “But we didn’t let Jalen mope about this. We had our moment and shed some tears, but once that was over, it was let’s go into repair mode. What do we do now?”

Her first two pieces of advice were to delete the Twitter app from his phone and to stay off of the device as much as possible.

Wilson then called his pastor and talked for two hours. He followed that up by reaching out to family friends who had been like big brothers to him throughout his childhood.

From there, Wilson penned an apology for social media and showed up to KU’s annual media day on Nov. 2, in uniform and ready to talk about his mistake.

The words he posted online pointed to a promise that Wilson’s actions from then on would reveal his true character. His answers to questions from reporters demonstrated that he knew it would take hard work to show that.

“My main focus now is just to really take responsibility and own up to what I've done,” he said then.

Despite the suspension, Wilson made the trip to New York. And it crushed him.

He knew that sitting on the bench at Madison Square Garden would be a drag and that he would be shown in street clothes on ESPN, with his arrest and suspension discussed on the broadcast. Still, it was important that he be there.

“It would’ve been the easy way out to just sit in the hotel room,” he said. “But I had to go to the arena in front of however many thousands of fans and sit and watch my team play.”

KU won that night — without him — and Wilson, though happy for his teammates, hated not being a part of the victory.

“I was just so ready to set the tone for the whole season and show how hard I worked all summer,” he said. “That was going to be the day to do it. But I always believed I would get another opportunity. I knew that wasn’t going to be it.”

Getting back on track

Wilson’s return to active status marked the beginning of a different kind of rough path.

Beginning with KU’s fourth game of the regular season — a 71-59 win over North Texas in Orlando — Wilson found himself so concerned about the four games he lost to suspension that he began trying to make up for lost time.

“After I got in trouble, I started thinking, ‘Now I have to do double,’” Wilson said. “Every shot, I was thinking, ‘I have to make this.’”

When he missed, the pressure on the next shot intensified. It was a cycle that was completely foreign to Wilson, who was used to playing big roles and taking whatever shots he wanted.


Kansas head coach Bill Self fist bumps Kansas forward Jalen Wilson (10) as he comes out briefly during the second half on Saturday, Jan. 22, 2022 at Bramlage Coliseum.

KU coach Bill Self noticed the strain.

“Jalen’s always been a team guy first,” the Kansas coach said recently. “But when you get kind of derailed like that, when he came back, it was all team and fitting in. I think that created some confidence issues.”

The more Wilson pushed, the more his frustration affected him. Shots missed. His role off the bench was awkward. And he struggled to get comfortable and have fun.

“He didn’t think it would take that long,” Lisa said. “He just kept saying, ‘I don’t feel like me, I don’t look like me, I’m not acting like me.’ That was a struggle. Jalen was at a point then where he was playing on eggshells. And I just kept telling him, ‘Don’t give up. Just keep fighting and doing what you do best.’”

While his parents’ guidance early on helped him face his responsibilities, Wilson said his mother’s consistent support helped him get his game back on track.

Lisa has sent her son a text before every game since at least seventh grade, and she was not about to stop because of his misstep.

“Now we’re back to seventh grade,” Lisa explained. “What are you going to do to get off that bench?”

That reminder inspired Wilson to shift his focus from worrying about his stats and minutes to simply helping the team.

“I just stopped thinking about the NBA at all,” Wilson said. “Even now, I don’t even think about it. I was so focused in the beginning on, ‘Man, I’m playing bad so now I’m not going to go to the NBA or my stock’s this or whatever.’ You’re in college. That’s not how it’s supposed to be. The NBA’s always going to be there. It ain’t going nowhere.”

That shift coincided with the start of Big 12 play and Wilson went on to earn third-team all-Big 12 honors from the league’s coaches, averaging 13.4 points and 8.0 rebounds while shooting 53% from the floor in all 18 regular season conference games.

Wilson said he first got his confidence back during a 20-point performance at Texas Tech. Even though KU lost that night, he played 32 minutes and made six of eight shots. He scored in double figures in 10 of the next 13 games and averaged 14 points and 7.8 rebounds per game during that stretch. Kansas also went 11-2 with Wilson finding his form again.

“I do think having the league, in his mind, was like having a second season,” Self said of Big 12 play. “His season was just starting. That was the end of the old and now the new starts.”

Fighting to the finish

With his season back on track and a lifetime’s worth of lessons permanently on his mind, the Denton, Texas, native, will open NCAA Tournament play with the Jayhawks on Thursday, 40 miles from his hometown in Fort Worth, Texas.

Believing that he’d get to where he stands today helped him push through the hardest parts of the past few months.

During the KU-KSU game in Manhattan, Johnson said he could hear K-State fans tearing into his cousin on the TV broadcast. In Austin, Texas, Lisa sat two seats from a man in his 60s who screamed “D-U-I” at her son every time he touched the ball. Similar chants were heard in road venues throughout the season.

“I knew that this was going to create a lot of adversity for Jalen,” Lisa said. “But we raised our kids to be put in uncomfortable situations.”


Kansas forward Jalen Wilson puts up his phone to get a photo of his teammates following the Jayhawk's 70-63, overtime win against against the Texas.

Until this season, Wilson said he thought that meant fighting through injury, playing with pain and having tough conversations with coaches and teammates. He never knew how easy those things would seem in comparison to what he had to go through this season.

“I think it just made me appreciate basketball even more, realizing how quickly it can be taken away,” he said. “After getting hurt (as a freshman), I said that I valued it, but after having it taken away like this, because of me willingly doing something stupid, I think now I value it even more.”

Wilson plans to continue to be a positive role model for anyone paying attention and hopes that people will find strength in how he handled his rough season.

“I didn’t stop fighting, I didn’t stop believing, I kept going,” he said. “To anybody going through adversity of any kind, I’d say just embrace it. Don’t run from mistakes or hard times because I think at the end of it is definitely something special.”

Added Lisa: “It’s been challenging for us all, but I’m proud of how he responded to it. Not everybody would bounce back like Jalen did.”


Steve Zimmerman 3 months, 3 weeks ago

Great article, Matt. Would've been totally a different team without JW's ability to rebound & scoring these past games. Thanks to Lisa's continuous support of JW - checked out her tweets, too. Tough love, tough times produce tough kids. Keep fighting, Jalen. And don't forget, you can dunk more. And more dunks!

Lee Short 3 months, 2 weeks ago

I love this kid and his overcoming advertising.

I really like all our kids (I mean that as an affectionate term) but he and Lightfoot have touched me the most this year.

All the parents of kids on this team have got to be so amazingly proud.

Bryce Landon 3 months, 2 weeks ago

We all need to overcome advertising; we wouldn't want to end up on billboards along the Interstate, now, would we? :)

Stuart Swaziek 3 months, 2 weeks ago

Overcoming advertising is impressive. True character is built when one also overcomes marketing and promotions.

Jonathan Allison 3 months, 2 weeks ago

so true, by all accounts it seems like an extraordinary group of young men on this team. I've always been impressed with Ochai and DMac and they way carry themselves and present themselves in interviews etc. Remy, Braun, Lightfoot, Wilson, Lands, Yesufu, Harris, all them really do seem to be very fine gentlemen aside from the DUI which Wilson has learned and grown from.

Bryce Landon 3 months, 2 weeks ago

Jalen Wilson handled his DUI and the consequences that came with that like a man. He has been accountable, he hasn't tried to blame society or circumstances, and he has bounced back at the perfect time. He also has a great support system in his cousin, mother, father, pastor, and coaches who have helped keep him accountable. It's too bad the Big 12 doesn't have a "comeback player of the year" award, because if such a thing existed, Jalen Wilson would deserve it.

Rodney Crain 3 months, 2 weeks ago


What I did not see was the prevention or how not to let this happen again that he has in place.

  • Have a ride app on his homepage

  • Call a teammate to give you a ride

  • Call a relative, his cousin, someone to get him from point a to b

Unless he is not going to drink anymore, he needs a plan. His cousin sounds like a great first call.

Jonathan Allison 3 months, 2 weeks ago

great story and really give me a lot of appreciation for Jalen.

Blake Brown 3 months, 2 weeks ago

Excellent writeup. I'm a big fan of Jalen. He is a force. Would like to see him more consistent with making wide open 3s and the front end of 1 and 1s and cross court passes. He could be our MVP of the tournament.

Rodney Crain 3 months, 2 weeks ago

Nothing good ever happens after midnight.

Matt the article was ok. LOL

I think it is time to create your fanclub's web page though. From this article alone it is obvious the clamour is at an all time high!

RJ King 3 months, 2 weeks ago

Some people do not need to be attacked, harassed, lectured or have others come down hard on them verbally for their mistakes - because no one cares more, or feels worse about the mistake than they do. Jalen seems to be that kind of person. He thought, felt, and did all the right things, as did his inner circle.

My mantra has long been: "we become the story we tell." Jalen's story was one of regret, recognition, and redemption. He has earned and self-respect and from others.

That the announcers and writers pointed out the dui during the first several games was understandable. But by the end of the season, I grew weary of Fran Frachilla not being able to mention Jalen without the word "suspension." How about just, "since the beginning of Big-12 play ..." or "first half, second half of season." Not downplay the seriousness of a dui, but it kinda seemed like Fran was enjoying the underhanded compliment. "College Kid With Big Error in Judgement" was no longer breaking news without the context of the entire process of redemption (which is not possible in a live broadcast). So I just wanted FF to shut up about it already.

Jim Dickerson 3 months, 2 weeks ago

I'm with you on Fran, but I want him to just STFU period.

Len Shaffer 3 months, 2 weeks ago

I think it was okay that he kept mentioning it, because you have to remember that not everyone who watches these games is a regular viewer of KU basketball. It's informational for people who are occasional watchers, so I don't have a problem with that. And I disagree that he's getting any particular enjoyment out of it. (I also disagree with you, Jim, that he should STFU. I actually like him. Plus look at it this way: it could be MUCH worse (e.g., Bill Walton).)

David Black 3 months, 2 weeks ago

Excellent article Matt. I am very proud of JW for overcoming a judgement error-but you did it as a family. Congratulations! Fran Frachilla is a horrible announcer and I have muted him for over 9 years. Congratulations to watch you play!

Len Shaffer 3 months, 2 weeks ago

I was already a big fan of Jalen as a player, but this column gives me a lot of respect and love for him as a person. What a tremendous example of how to overcome adversity!

As for his playing, have we ever seen someone who's better at cleaning up missed shots and quickly scoring? He's amazing at that, and should have a HUGE impact on how far we go.

Finally, as for Fran Franscilla, I really don't understand the hatred for him. Sure, he occasionally makes a stupid comment (as all analysts do), but he really knows the game and does a good job of imparting information. As I mentioned above, we could have Bill Walton. Now THAT would be a painful experience. He's completely unprepared and doesn't even talk about the game; instead he goes off into a million tangents. At least FF talks about the game that we're watching.

We could also have Dickie V., who I can appreciate in small doses but who would drive me crazy if I had to listen to him on a regular basis.

Rodney Crain 3 months, 2 weeks ago

Fran has a unconscious sometimes conscious bias against KU. His son played for OU maybe thats it. He still seems to lob a few barbs our way every boradcast.

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